I realise Im such a ****ed up. So ****ed up that even when posting something, I have to censored the ****s by my own.

I realise Im such a ****ed up. So ****ed up that I spent so much extra money trying to prove something that is so ****ed up to myself. Why did I even do it in the first place. ITS YONG HONG. That cheap bastard who will feel an inch of pain just spending abit of money, ME. And yet I friggin did it.

Im ****ing emo. I had so many inside my mind. Maybe I lack of sleep. Or its damn ****ing bored in FYP. Its the first time.. FIRST time I slept in FYP.