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[KatsuCurryDon Says It ends everything.]
[Spiced Up The Bowl on Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 3:09 AM]
FYP is officially over. Will miss the people back in WTC lab. The fun and laughter we shared will be in my heart always. IAP doesn't sound too good. My company has only 2 people. Which including me, 3. Therefore making a staff with two bosses. I have a bad feeling about chalet. I think its goona be spoiled because of me. Just having that damn feeling that I can't do anything right. All the plannings. The organising. The rush to call out and to take initiative. I've lost it. Where has my leadership qualities gone to. Im not confident anymore. I dun dare to ask. Dun dare to approach. Im scared of tearing relationships. Im scared of wasting people's time. Im scared to making a wrong decision. Its the first time I even felt stress in trying to make things right for us. Maybe this whole idea was crap. Maybe it shouldn't happen at all. Why is it like this. Went out with the WTC people today. Had alot of fun. Thanks for everything everyone. Its 3.20 AM. Im 10 mins to emo-ing. 20 mins to giving up. 30 mins to start to cry. Im in serious problem here. Get that thing off my head please. )): |
