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[KatsuCurryDon Says I never had the chance to say,]
[Spiced Up The Bowl on Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 10:26 PM]
how much you meant to me. Guess sleeping doesn't really help. Spammed food at home, didn't help. Tried not to online, could not resist mousehunt. Blasted music on speakers, got nagged by mom. Same thing happened on headphones, "can you hear me?" Tried to find her, no where to be found. Comedies, didn't help. Brothers, all gone. Tried sleeping, couldn't fall asleep. Read up old stuffs to forget, got even more irritated. Tried to do some retail therapy, the wallet was too empty to do it. In the end, you... So much before you leave, I want to say alot of things. But I never found the courage to do so. I got restricted to the so-called "restrictions". I missed my old-self. The one who was able to screw anyone just with his mouth. The one whose able to take all the shit after what he said. The one who was never afraid to face the consequences of everything. The one who was not scared of the aftermath. Its so hard to do something right as you grow older. The so-called restrictions. The so-called bullshit you have to consider. Everything. Because of it, I screwed up a happy conversation. Because of it, I screwed up my happy weekend. Because of it, I screwed up relations. Why do I think of so much when all I have to say is two words. *** ******. Your Guardian Angel. The song therapy I needed to pass those agonizing shit. |
