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[KatsuCurryDon Says Why]
[Spiced Up The Bowl on Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 3:08 AM]
3 Big Boxes. This family, is it breaking or are we moving towards a better future? Me, to fulfill my wishes, follow my heart and try to forgo the guilt I will take for my rest of my life. Is it even a fight anymore? Its not anymore, its become a choice. A choice that will impact not only me, but my family and friends. A road that I want or I dreamed of. To slave under the hands of our nation's loan sharks and be "normal" or to be as carefree as possible, leaving behind everything and start on a new life of my own. A life where its only me. A selfish road. Filial Piety, must I? What do I really owe them? Why is it the support they given me makes me even more guilty den ever before. What if the road I chose wasn't a really good idea at all. What if I didn't make it. They would probably welcome me back. Yet I would be too ashamed to face them. So many factors to consider. The choices are not freaking favorable in either way. One wrong step will crumble the family. One wrong step will bring the worst case scenarios. Someone tell me my worries or for nothing at all. Why has things changed to this. Is it only me, or its what everyone is going through. Or maybe mine is much of a problem because of my character. All the "I don't want" and the "I hate" and the "Not me" Are those even worth talking about in this case. Happiness for the first few years and be guilty for the rest of the life. Unhappiness for life but guilt-free for life too. _|_ u all money suckers. I can't deny you're a great man. A person that I may not even be equal to. But my heart goes out to the people more den you do. If y0u think wasting so much money on a cage is improving our lifes. Let me tell you its not. I admit Im lazy, I don't study that well. So Im in no position to complain as much. But let me tell you this. There are people who work billion times harder den me and yet they got caught dead in thier tracks because of your stupid education to your heirs. The rich, will always be rich. Driving a Benz at 20. Married at 23. You think you're rich. Well here's to you _|_ Imagine if your father wasn't an heir to a listing company, you're rich? To be honest, the things I know behind are way too much for you to take if you were to know about it. Things happen for a reason. And so there is a reason your father is what he is today. Drinking red wine and eating luxurious meal everyday is life? Let me tell you whats life. Life is a tiger finding its prey for food, waiting one whole afternoon just to catch a dear and not waiting for his father to feed him. Life is planting grains on half-fertile soil and trying to farm the rice that you took care of it for so long and not eating cooked rice from some fancy restaurants. Life isn't fair. Sometimes I get so disgraced of the levels in society that I feel I should die from this world to lessen the burden of a failed civilization. Out. |
