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[KatsuCurryDon Says Finally a break from solitary. Maybe not?]
[Spiced Up The Bowl on Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 9:46 PM]
It has been a long draggy week. Rain and Shine. Shine and Rain. I believe I did my best in whatever way I could. The few fall outs in camp wasn't really want exactly I wanted. Yet there are somethings I had to give up in order to finish something else. The whole of the almost two weeks in that island was decision making. Decisions to decide my future, my NS path, how things work. Its even more about sacrificing. Sacrificing my passion for survival. Thinking back. I gained nothing except for another mean of surviving in this cock country that looks on papers. I had thought about it for a long time before making the decision. It was a desperate decision I admit. The reasons to it, for my "future", for my family, even maybe for my friends. Trying to look on the bright side, there's nothing really wrong about it. In fact, it seemed to be to only way to could make things better. Sometimes I wonder if I should even meddle in it. Its not suppose to be in my scope of worries. Yet I'm worried about it. Maybe I did grow up. Maybe I'm not the Kapo I used to be anymore. Nope. Not that frog that cannot think. Although it ain't really what I really hoped for. I guess for them, I can. Choices. |
