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[Spiced Up The Bowl on Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 10:27 PM]
I guess. This is the end of it. I have no idea why the change. Maybe its my fault. It doesn't matter how big that fault is anymore. Though it may be one you deem as a big one, yet to me it doesn't seem a matter to be blown up at all. DPDP. Maybe its pure being bias. Maybe its profiling. It actually doesn't matter. It doesn't matter even what the fault is anymore. It showed the facts. Unity, strength. Yet hysterically it was that strength and unity that showed the haterism. It showed that I'm not worthy to be one of you guys. Maybe that's the case. Ironically, I could understand that fact. Yet I couldn't understand the extents took to "remove" me. The whole boo boo could have just ended with just a sentence. "We hate you/We don't like that. Please leave/Please don't do that again." Yet it turned in to a heated battle over the world wide web we called internet. 2 little social network we engage in. Twitter and Facebook. It was a twitter war. Though one sided since I didn't really retaliated and just accepted that fact. Yes, it may be my actions. My words. My thoughts. Yea, everything started from me. I don't deny that fact. I treated you people like friends. People who knew me. Know I'd rather people just fuck me straight in the face and be honest. Rather den sarcasms and verbal attacks. Yet, I felt being stabbed. Its not backstabbing. Its that kind of ache that goes, "Ah. I see. That is how u treat me. I know finally." Its been bugging me. Some of the people who were in it. I don't even really talk to you much. And you could just blabber away like I owed you something from the previous life. Do I offend you. Yes, I may offend your friend. But you took sides and decided to join in the poking. Yes, you will be right to say, of course you would help your friend. Maybe I'm not that close enough for you to take a neutral side. I'm not saying you should help me. But its keeping quiet that hard. Its between me and that particular person I may have offended. And it brings back what I said above. That power of strength and unity. I chose to leave. No matter who are the people who hates me or not. It really doesn't matter. I rather not be a prick and let everyone feel awkward with me around. I'm not trying to make myself sound noble. I'm just trying to say that I may be that tit tat irritating. But I feel its not enough to condemn a person with just that. Nobody has the rights anyway. I've learnt to accept everyone. Have you? And to whom I may have offended. I apologize. I'm sorry. As much as I could say this. I believe it doesn't make a difference. And to whoever who didn't expected that, I'm still there. I don't hate you guys. I just don't wanna spoil everyone's mood if its so hard having me around. Give me a ring, a text, leave a message. Chat with me. I'm fine with it. I miss the fun we had together, I'll remember the good things we shared. That is the best I can do I guess at this point of time. I don't hide who I'm referring to unless its something very personal. Something that only my brothers and I know. And it makes a point to people who reads this space. Posts that doesn't have names. Its not about you. No matter how coincidentally it may seem to be it. Its not. And to end this post. This whole post is dedicated to the lovely people from Soshified Family SG. As much as I know this post would stir up stuffs again. Please. Read and forget. Let go and stop the flames if you're going to flame me with reference to this post. Lets end this peacefully here. I've said my piece. You've shown you're stand. We're even. Be happy always people. And move on with life to the fullest. |
