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[Spiced Up The Bowl on Thursday, July 1, 2010 @ 8:28 PM]
Ever since that day, I told myself never to step in again. Gave myself a stab and never let it heal. I told myself how stupid I was. How not worth my time it was. How I got hurt in the process of it. I tot I could forget, yet somethings are always etch deep inside your heart. I wanted to try again. Yet Im afraid of falling. Im scared of the consequences. I know how it would end up. I know how the game is played. I know its a game. I know that in the end I can win the game. Yet, deep inside me I know Im not the kind that would win this game even if I could. I chose to believe that it would eventually destroy me further. It would be me that will be cliffhanging towards the end. Yet, I see hope. Rather I wished. I hoped. I wished things will not turn out the same as before. I told myself, no matter the outcome. Good or Bad, take it like a man. Turns out before I psycho-ed myself into believing that shit. I got chickened out even before starting. Tell me the things I want to hear and hope you would tell me. Because Im true. Im real. Im there. The question now is, to step on it or to step in it. Different perspective of view yet similar situation is so many ways. Am I up to it. Lets live it peacefully. I shall not think about it and enjoy the moments till the time comes. Maybe Im just not the one. So much stuffs to settle. So little energy for it. GST credits are in. Im expecting a treat for lunch from someone. =P And I will wake up for sure, because you are treating. LOL. |
