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[Spiced Up The Bowl on Friday, December 17, 2010 @ 1:54 AM]
no one reads this place anymore. I guess its fine to post. Yes, I'm stressed. I'm stretched so far out that I cannot imagine I would be. Its not me. I'm the kind who is lifestyle-orientated. Work stress. Restrictions. Family. Bills. I'm just 8 months pass 21 and I'm feeling like an 38 year old uncle. I don't feel young anymore. I get tired easily. My mental strength ain't as good as it used to be. I'm afraid of things. I make decisions thinking of 100% success. I'm not that risk-taker Yong Hong anymore. I wanna find back my soul. I lost my touch in music. I can't play the guitar anymore, I can't sing in high soprano anymore. I can't do alot of things I'm able to just 1 year back. I just wanna be myself. I'm acting a role that is not me. I guess, sometimes.. its fate |
