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[KatsuCurryDon Says Companionship]
[Spiced Up The Bowl on Thursday, March 17, 2011 @ 9:38 PM]
Saying that I lost a bunch of friends, not really the case. Rather to say, I lost the companionship. The times having fun together and w/e. Did you even treasure me as a friend at all? Where were you guys when I needed the support the most. Not to say at the first time to ask whether I'm fine. But what about after? Not even a single care or support is shown. So much for being a good friend. Really disgust me. All the trust I gave you people. Not that I wanna harp on the same thing over and over again. But I just don't like it. I feel angst. Jealous. Why is it the effect on me is much more escalated when on the other hand, my dearest is just, like this. Goes to show how much I mean to you people. Mere puppet. Brothers. I miss you guys lot. I missed celebrating my birthday with you guys even though it may be just a simple dinner. But circumstances led us to not able to have it this year. I've got nothing left, except for my family, brothers and my darling. I let my parents go, because its high time they start enjoying retired slow pace life. Instead of worrying for me. My brothers have their own lives. My darling has her own circle of friends. Ends up when they are all not around for me. I'm still alone. I'm giving up too much. Far too much. Yet I believe its what I'm suppose to do.. Tell me I'm wrong. But deep down, its not the about the people. Its about the companionship. I've a boring life. But I'm not going to let yours be that too. Its too selfish. It's the reason why I said, I don't wanna care and don't wanna think. Not because I really meant it. Finally, I'm stuck in something that nothing can solve it. Good Job. What a challenge. |
